She lived at Accompong until three and then saw IJ in Springfield when she was 6 years old. CJ was was only 2 years older. She was then taken to the Reverend at 8 years old with CJ. She was thankful but upset when the Reverend and with Christians when he said he needed to see what she looked like in the natural so that she would know who she is. CJ got angry and decided he would kill for being separate from the people in Spungefield. The Reverend raised her hoping to ensure her safety and that she was safe when he was not around. He gave and provided the best for them as a Reverend. She met Decever Bare in the same school in Spungefield and he said he would kill her and CJ some day since they beat him. He also said I will make you throw your children away to worship white flesh. One Teacher; a whitish infertile teacher taught the lesson to all the children; including Decever that they should throw their children away any way they can. Decever had no testes for some unknown reason. But, he was athletic. So, he decided to help the teacher some day in making people throw their children away.

She lived at Accompong until three and then saw IJ in Spungefield when she was 6 years old.  IJ was was only 2 years older.  She was then taken to the Reverend at 8 years old with IJ.   She was thankful but upset when the Reverend and with Christians when  he said he needed to see what she looked like in the natural so that she would know who she is.  IJ got angry and decided he would kill for being separate from the people in Spungefield.  The Reverend raised her hoping to ensure her safety and that she was safe when he was not around.  He gave and provided the best for them as a Reverend.  She met Decever Bare in the same school in Spungefield and he said he would kill her and CJ some day since they beat him.  He also said I will make you throw your children away to worship white flesh.  One Teacher; a whitish  infertile teacher taught the lesson to all the children; including Decever that they should throw their children away any way they can.    Decever had  no testes for some unknown reason. But, he was athletic.  So, he decided to help the teacher some day in making people throw their children away.  Decever burned her nose with her husband.    Her husband was in the same school in Spungefield and was made to suck a baby donkey from the age of 4-6 years old so that he would be big.   Decever also made the husband kill the husband's dog when they were boys in another part of Maca.  He was always afraid that someone would find out. When he was old, he would say that everything looked like a donkey's penis and he would laugh uncontrollably.    This was to bring an antithesis to true nanny culture after World War 2 since there was also a lot of violence against these people as perpetrated by the Whitish people.  They told all the children of that generation that they should be afraid of the people who know the law since they can tell you where to live. This made the kids kill lawyers. Her husband killed six in Jamaica.  But, its like telling children that people who know how to fly a plane or who are land surveyors can tell you where to live.   Today, they still tell the darker people that they are owned and that they must do what Whitish says; like kill your children and cut your grandchild.  So, they decided to turn Nanny and family into a sickle; to attack anyone who understood anything too much so that the whitish would not be caught on film doing it in a more videoed and filmed culture.  Not every Nanny is a Nanny. Many today are Sickles.  You will know.

Nanny
helps her children is dignified in her home and knows when the boundary is crossed. She helps the authorities and they respect her boundaries. She is never afraid of being alone and nor will she compromise her health to allow someone to use her for money and for her home. She will never steal from her children. She will never sell her dignity or her children to seek acceptance.  She is a mother; both adoptive and genetic and treats all the children equally. She has accepted herself. She is an orphan or she may know her family.   They both know the culture but one grows and one does not grow. Nanny is a nation. the Sickle is death. Nanny grows and multiplies greatly.  She does not resent complexion. She knows who was her husband for a month or 20 years as tall, light and handsome. She does not resent the children and their complexion that she bore and raised as if they are more able for being a little lighter.  She does not understand that dyslexia is not only the province of the Black people. No. She knows there are black scientists and professionals in the old world and in the modern world regardless of complexion. Her favorite book is the popular quotes of Alexandre Dumas.  She reads it just as much as she reads the bible.  





Sickle
She will sell herself, her health, her children and her grandchildren only for white or whitish acceptance or any acceptance. She resents anyone; even her own children or grandchildren who understand anything as if they will challenge her authority because of their understanding.   She wants attention more than family and she will kill while hoping to get attention for being the baddest and the meanest.  They both know the culture but one grows and one does not grow. Nanny is a nation. the Sickle is death.  The sickle is a debt to herself and her community in her incessant need for attention and for her fear of being alone.  








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