So, even if you don't know who your father is at the present time or if your mother tells you too many different stories, be thankful.

So, even if you don't  know who your father is at the present time or if your mother tells you too many different stories, be thankful.  You are alive and your Heavenly father has ordained you as a certified miracle.  You could die during the birthing process or on the birthing room table.  The fact that you lived to 17 or 18 years old to ask if God exists is evidence that you should probably reproduce and have some children. So, while you would wish to know who your father is, be confident and follow common sense in the mean time.  You need to just be confident that God will answer the feelings you have in due course. He provided and answered all your needs long enough so that you could dare to be stupid with your life and how you will eat, drink and sleep tomorrow with your husband or wife since you need companionship.  We will not forget.  We will learn. but, we will forgive.