A 100 pounds of Curry goat; my favorite in the lived experience! You better offer yourself or...Isn't that what you are?

There is this lived experience in some West Indian cultures that may lead you to gain the acquaintance of a West Indian English school graduate who reads a bible once a week since the Catholic creed is everywhere and in everyone.  But, as a middled aged creole, you wish to use this graduate for attention as if to say he should not believe in the creed or the lesson book in the Catholic or Anglican pew. So, you say he or she could be your son but that you don't want anyone to think it so you ask if "they"could just kill him and you want  people to assist your prayers while he is a parishioner at a Catholic or Anglo Catholic church.  But, why anyone kill someone else on such a remote probability?  You are a  whore and heathen.       But, you never fed him or bought him a book and only desired to kill him after he graduated from medical school.  You must have watched him with great interest.  Even if you did feed him at a party or buy him a book once, why would anyone think a confessing heathen whore or bastard like you could be his parent since you don't believe anything? You are a dunce fool who is now exposed as a dunce fraud with no education.   But, you must believe it is probable because of how you live and cheat on your wife or husband or how you put ten of your live births up for adoption during the age of 17-17 and a half..  You said the age was 17-17 and a half  years old when you were being confirmed as an agent of heathenry in your church of heathenry. But, why do you think anyone would help you kill someone who you say could be your child?  Does that make any sense; oh gosh?  How many have you killed?   However, Jesus is everywhere. He might surprise with kindness when someone holds the door open for you or in some other kind judgement since maybe you don't want to live as you seem to wish only to communicate your hatred for life and that deserves a thorough opening and examination of your confession in the high probability of your inconsistency that rests on the head of your cadaver of heathenry.   Could a heathen like you have a son who reads books and this is not to mention the bible?  That is evidently not possible and nor is it probable because if it was probable and you don't want people to think it or are  afraid that they will, then you shouldn't tell anyone that you think it and nor should you ask anyone to mistreat him since you are the only one who is thinking it unless you are suggesting it to others and why would you do that? He thinks you are just a dunce who would have sex with a gorilla if you could.  Maybe that is why you have disease; the gorilla at the Zoo.  It would be best to restore him to normalcy in his life and leave him alone since the real question here is who are you and why do you think everyone is a fool for your brown skin and lack of a second language but most importantly a fool for your lack of education?  You may have sucked a lot in the old days but those people who let you through with a suck must be dead and their sons and daughters and this society never owed you anything.  You should be thankful for your favor in that you have no education but God has allowed you to live to 60+ that you would then confess your position as a societal dunce in claiming  someone else's son as yours just because you want a little confession and attention;  WHORE!  You have light and dark creoles but ultimately everybody is a Creole technically in the West Indies; right? Everyone is a Creole in the West Indies because you killed all the real white people or missionaries that show up and you send a creole back in their stead. Curry your goat soon as your joys will be stolen!